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Have you ever wanted to die? So bad That you stood in the bathroom A knife or a razor blade in hand Maybe a boodle of pills And a glass of water And you stared at the mirror Just wishing you'd die But then you started to think About your mom and your dad Your sisters and brothers Your nephews and nieces All of your friends And you put down the knife or the razor blade You put away the pills And you walked away Acting like nothing ever happened But the thoughts of your family and friends Never stay for long Day's week's maybe months later Your back to thinking about suicide and death

Lonliness is a punishment I did not earn What's a touch A warm embrace A fleeting smile Just a small sign That someone cares Lonliness is a punishment I did not earn Why aren't I Worthy of affection I was good So why am I Being punished with lonliness?